Another movie: Something Borrowed.

There are actually a number of people to talk about as well as thoughts.
I'll start with myself and the thoughts:
The movie is not really that accurate at all. It is opinions and thoughts written by other people. I think they really skewed my personality and actions big time with the pushover labels.
The ending said it most: I am hated.
I think it could be a new think tank to say new groups of people I will be among/around.

AND TO BE VERY STRAIGHTFORWARD ON A CONTINUOUSLY OLD SUBJECT: NO I WILL NOT COMMIT SUICIDE. NO I DON'T THINK I SHOULD HAVE TO DIE OVER MO. GET OVER IT.
Yes, the hateful vibe really says it all.

People:
Some people from TGI Fridays in Oklahoma: Marcus and Christie,
Jon Stewart
Jeremy
of course Dane
maybe Chance C
Josh
Luke
Zoey D
Tom Cruise
Katie Holmes
Joe Flacco
Luke
Brian Williams
of course Kate Hudson

I still say, people try way too hard when they make the picture with me the way they do: Insecure, I don't go for anything, I am loyal, pushover.
I think when people continue to exploit everything about my life they'll eventually break into my blogs and think otherwise. If blogs are denied, I still argue people have never liked how I compete and who I am as a person.
I think this is another vulcher moment.
People are noticing some things that I care about that I don't always keep hidden.
Lot of multiple texting and mixed signals amongst people with who means what with who.

With Kate Hudson specifically, it gets a little confusing. I know throughout the couple of years we have both had interests in the same men. I still question about games and disguises and if her and Dane still do have a thing. I see more vain accusations that "I love her." I really did hate how people painted it and put words in my mouth that I'm a pushover for her and "loyal."
I am also tired of other anal retentive battles of authoritarianism and chicken pecking order. I'm tired of constant feuds and testings over "who is in charge."
Her, my sister, Christie is still in my life? (I never considered myself close to Christie).
I took Kate Hudson as being a smart ass more than anything about being "best friends." I really don't think there is any sincerity at all and it is fine with me. I think she deceives herself if she is serious.
Throughout the Burmuda I did have some gossip. I've never seen her as a close friend. Back in the day, before I was ever paranoid with actual Hollywood people, I did like the movie, "How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days." But, she is definitely not on my good side.

My sister? We havn't been friends in years.
Some people still compare us anyway even as twins or that we're the same. I did see a lot of mixed texts.

Crack Rat? lol another name call that I laugh off. I have and still do rat on my stalkers though. If I have not proved yet that I am nobody's victim, it will eventually be made clear with some people.
And of course I'm not on crack.

Jon Stewart. with the whole England thing, I think what he may ultimately be saying is that his love for me will be when he murders me over the sake of Mo. "Here Sarah, I'll put you out of your misery, I love you." He and other people who are on the same page as him are full of it. No Jon, I don't feel romanticized. No Jon, Mo is not worth dying over and I think you are ridiculous. Whatever other lists of reasons you may come up with that says I should die for the sake of, I still say you're ridiculous and full of it.
You and people like you really need to get a life and learn how to deal with your own issues rather than be restless and think I should have to drop dead because of you.

Dane, mixed signals, happy and not happy to be playing games, of course you're stringing me along. I've had my own times of personally blocking you and am capable of doing it again. I havn't made that choice yet. You already chose to block me on Twitter but we both know not elsewhere.

Other guys, I really don't know them enough. I'm not trying to break anyone's heart or B.S., I really just don't know a lot about some of the other guys.
Joe Flacco is confusing and messed up in his own way. I just don't know Joe enough and I really think he doesn't know me either.

I think other people, they share the same story and are not necessarily connected to me.
Don't blame Cameron Diaz? I think some people are giving me more clues as to who is responsible for some things. Negligence? Why do people think I should blame her over negligence? If it is about a karma game with someone else, why do people think I should be made to suffer over someone's negligence?

More stuff to find out.............

It is a movie I could watch again and look for more clues. Right now, that is all I can think of.